Its been over a month since I updated my blog with the events in my life, giving up my pc and Sat/TV. I'm trying to gain (re-gain) peace in my mind. Having waited 2 years for an apt. along the riverside, in socal housing was't a smart idea. "They build societies around you", whislte blower on privacy. Life as a manufactured, suspected of fund raising for terrorists (NOT) , the counter terror angents make a living from alienating me from every community I have lived in over the past 20 years. I'm tried. I'm tired of seeing good people frightened of me when I walk into their store or pass them on the street. I'm tired of getting negitive results from follow up medical tests that were first postive.
I live every day as if tomorrow will be the day I get my life back and fill my house with love!